Where!

...that is nothing,
but an eternal punishment,
for the innocent sin of knowing myself too much.
Excrutiating, annoying, incredible, monstrous, necesity to understand human nature.
As if I were not human.
But I feel pain and cry as any human would.
Still I am nothing but a lonely piano.

Two in harmony surpass one in perfection.

Women are so graceful and beautiful, If only I could satisfy my hunger for women by just looking. Perhaps then I'd be so much happy.

I learned humans can't learn anything.
Am I human?

Words do not speak.

Looking for a way out,
looking for a way out,
Out of myself,
writing nonsense,
because anything makes sense.
Even if you said yes,
it wouldn't make sense,
Because where there's a meeting,
there will be a goodbye.

"This card shows a bearded man, with cloak and long hood, standing with a staff and holding a lantern raised to head height."
Malice.
Incredible feast.

Natalie.
Where have you been

Carefully decypher human code.
Intrinsic search of oneself.
Care to read between the signs.
Hear your own voice in your head.

Feed it.
Embrace it.
Talk back to it.
It will give you hints.
It is certainly not what you want to hear.
It is going to devour you, make you sick.
But if you control it...
you may learn from it.
But if you don't control it.
What if you couldn't control it?
It would control you.
What is it, I have yet to know.
IT is you.
It's your shadow.

Exausting, excrutiating pain, agony, that's how I chose to live, perhaps since I was a child, though the most coward kind of life, it just suits me perfectly, after all, we are all gonna die, right?
Who cares if I decide to do it earlier than the rest?

Hard Love Life:
I know the joy loved.
I am asked for flesh.
Asking is the highest joy for me.
-Therefore, I also ask for your flesh.

Don't deceive yourself.
Everyone is equal to everyone else.
Superiority is an dangerous illusion.