in my dreams

we fly away from all the pain and schoolbelt bridges (sic)

... and i can see you smile all day...

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My little Sailorette

I want to tell her so much, yet it wouldn't make no difference, for she has sailed away; my little Sailorette has moved to another port, and alas here my infertile land stays, waiting for the tide to come back; and the wait bitters my spirit to oblivion, and I enjoy the sickness unto to me, for I feed on it, and my resignation has crushed my spirit and I dwell upon it, and drink the putrid drink one more time until my lungs are soaked in it, I can't but punish myself for it's the only thing I can do.

And so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, until the I am drown by the tide again.

Her Love: 08

"Because humans were made to feel. And Because I love him, I will embrace the pain.
I will devour it, and satiate my hunger from it. I will love the pain, because it's his pain.
I will learn from his pain, so as to protect him from it."

And the pulsating feeling I feared had started, and continued for a long time.
As the blade slowly traveled trough my skin, leaving behind it a trail of blood.
It filled me with a profound heat that emerged from within and covered me.
As my head convulsed in pain, my body became dizzy, numb yet so vibrant, I felt like a flower opening it's petals for the first time. A flower of flesh.