As I lie here,
anxiety ever consuming,
I hunger.
No matter what god I seek,
no matter how deep I go,
no matter how much I run,

the goddess is now here,
the goddess is nowhere!

Oh! 

My memory still holds that, 

I still remember the universe...
I saw the universe in those eyes.
I saw all I needed ever,
I saw beyond the scope of my eyes.

I fear that vision will never present itself again...

 Nothing ever ends... the universe creates form from form, 

the all creating void...

わたしはひとつの王国そのもの
すべてがこの中で眠り目覚めて
流れ　続く
 

 I am the one kingdom itself
Everything sleeps within me, and awakens
Continuing to flow

anagarma

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