笑み.

i stole the smile from your face

and now im obliged to return it.

i'm sorry, but by my foolishness,

it has been worn out.

is there any way you can take me as your smile from now on?

Schizophrenia: 13

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Her Oblivious Love: 12

I wake up.
He's asleep.
Who knows what he dreams...

"I can only hope he dreams about me.
I will blindly hope my love will fix him.
Make him capable of love again.
Make him human again.

I can only hope,
that once he's human again,
he'll love me back.

Dear,
I'm unable to give life,
my body is sterile.
I'll never feel the morning sickness,
I'll never rejoice of the movement within,
I'll never experience the pain of childbirth.

I'm unable to give life,
to a new human.

But if I can fix you,
if I can make you love again,
then I can give you back your life.

The Sorrow & The Joy,
all these feelings you give me.
These are my trials,
my morning sickness, my pain, my life.

My life is yours,
My beloved...
Live.
Live.
Live once again.

Allow me to give you my life.
Let me play the mother for this once.
Just before my life fades,
Let me love you."

His Drifting Now: 11

"Caress,
Hurt,
The cyclical nature of reality makes me sick.
I puke.
I had a beautiful.
One of those dreams, where...
you fall in love.

But... when you wake up, you realize it was just dream.
You weren't even able to say goodbye properly.
You wake up to the reality,
you are not loved,
you have no love!
you have noone!

Have you had a dream like that?

And...
After the dream, were you able to love again?
Being unable to properly say goodbye...

Even in dreams, things are so fragile.

But, this, this this, this, this love.
Stands any injury.
So is this a dream or not?
Tell me dear."

I caress her cheek while she sleeps.

"Are we part of some beatiful dream?"